@fletch @solidar_IT yeah, that was the hardest part.
he didn't go immediately, the vet almost went and got more sedative, almost like he was fighting and omg like it was sooo hard.
I'm so lost rn, he witnessed the birth of Pixelfed just watching me code for hours and being the only best friend I'd let in.
he was my baby, since he was 8 weeks old. I'll never forget him, as tough as it is.