@urusan whenever i interviewed i just don't give a shit. when i did tests in schools/college i also just didn't give a shit. people sometimes would ask "are you ready for the test?" and i would just say hope so because its too late to do anything about now.

people talk about attitude this and that but they're really just mirroring the projection. if you're projecting frustration at failure people just blame you for talking about failure because you made them feel bad. if you're projecting nervousness and a lack of acceptance they pick up on some desperation subcue.

just don't give a shit. about anything. there is no mirror of presence :blobcatdunno: