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@monkee@other.li :neocat_googly_woozy: i don't have an official diagnosis, but it was heavily suspected by a therapist in my childhood. as a child i didn't think much of it because i really didn't understand it and as i got older, i was way too scared to show it because of fear of how the other people would react to it (kinda got that internalized because of heavy bullying at school). i only really got more open about it since i joined fedi. but i still haven't dropped my mask completely because i still struggle with that fear of not being accepted the way i am.

so its only since i started my process of opening up, that i tried to understand myself better and i tried different strategies for my daily life. its still a mess, but i can handle it better nowadays than i used to