@hannu_ikonen I mean yes, I've been sick. Yes capitalism has got me down. Yes the world is fucking awful.
But all of those things are usually true; what's stopped me cold is this end of life crisis for my stepdad and the fact that I have no ability to take care of my mom unless she agrees to move in with me after he goes - which she will not do.
It's all very bad. And I'm just trying to stay upright until the worst passes. I can't write because of all that.