@toiletpaper This is the truth! That is why I find the agnostic position in matters of spirituality the most beautiful one. You are (or try to be) open, but you are also honest enough to admit that there is no proof. Only individual experience.
I see the scientific method as kind of receding "fog of war" in computer games. Doubt would perhaps be what decides which direction of the map you are trying to explore at the moment.