My childhood memories, Thanksgiving and christmas, every fucking year, no matter what I did, I'm the one who ruined it.
I tried honestnlike they demanded. Nope! Ungreatful.
Masking to death? Oh crap, meltdown.
Hiding? Nope, now I'm an asshole.
Couldn't choke down the food, the texture was bad. I'm the ass again.
"Be honest if this gift doesn't work with what you have" Where was Admerial Ackbar when I needed him!
As adult, Im angry and resentful at the holidays