And the thing that I think has got to be the new way for me — and this shouldn’t have come as any kind of surprise to me, because, DUH — I think that the new way has got to be acceptance. I want to choose to ask for help when I need help, really embrace the vulnerability of that, and I want to choose to accept whatever outcome may result from it, choosing to believe that whatever that outcome is, is exactly what I need in that moment, that it is enough. And that I AM enough, too.
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