@hugo It is like that even *in* the US, living under it. You have to do active mental work to successfully conceptualize the entirety of what is being done to you. It is a thing that is too big to easily see, even when you are underneath it. You can be suffering and not clearly understand why. If you do realize why your brain wants to put it away and hide it, it is a truth that makes you feel unbearably helpless. You often even get angry at "your insurance company" without seeing the whole scope