you can hold it against me but I don't write down citations for everything I've ever learned through observation over the years and sometimes I draw conclusions about things from those observations. I will continue to plan based on what I've learned and I'll happily share it with you but I can't always rigorously defend it. At this point in my life a lot of it just runs on muscle memory, like "oh yeah I've heard that argument dozens of times over my life, it always actually ended up resulting in x" I didn't know ahead of time what lies I was going to see repeated a lot or how they turn out years later so I didn't document it all so I could regurgitate it to you on command when I was in my late 40s.