Quote from Campbell piece that is worth the hard processing:
"Life is not a ledger. Your sins can’t be paid off through good deeds. Your good deeds are not cancelled by your sins. Your sins and your good deeds live alongside one another. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣."
[emphasis mine]