or you could be angry because you did find one and it cheated on you and abandoned you and your child. Then dated dozens of them with the same morals no matter how hard you looked.
or
Look inside learn to live without them and if one comes along great. If not you loose nothing.
This is the best advice I can give coming from someone who has been there.
To the unmarried and widows I say that it is best for them to remain as I am [celibate and single]. But if they do not have self-control, let them get married. For it is better to marry than to burn with sexual desire”.- St Paul.