@lunarised @arcana i was just like saying i was doing better and went into too much detail. I wasnt worried about what people thought of me or trying to defend myself. I was just thinking in my head no wonder i got really depressed, acted crazy and had a mental breakdown. I go like kicked out of my home, had major surgery, started a relationship unwisely, ended a relationship and was forced to leave my job. Just saying, ya shitshow, no wonder i was acting retarded and unwell - talking to myself. And now ive posted too much.