Anyway, I wouldn't really say I'm anxious or worried about this. I don't think her presence is *capable* of spoiling my fun or honestly even causing me momentary distress. Like, she is not on my level. I have been doing my self-work all these years, and her shit is tired.
But...it definitely is a big question mark. What will this be like? What will I choose to do or say? Will it just seem like she needs compassion for being left behind by the rest of us growing and changing? Dunno.