@thomasfuchs All my actions are driven by desire, my character forged by pain.
As much as I might try to suppress the pain, to repress desire I cannot liberate myself from eternal servitude to my feelings.
As long as the storm rages within me. I can find no peace.
Not in life, not in death.
And so day after day I will do all that must be done.
Pain is my ship.
Desire my compass.