every time i get fixated and super invested on a hobby or something to expand a hobby and do a lot of research and look through a lot of listings to buy stuff i find ONE listing that is just an incredible deal, and if i don't act on it, someone else does and i never see anything remotely as good ever again. happened with a server motherboard, happened with my laptop (I bought it though Hehe), happened with a bunch of other shit, now im wondering if the camera + lenses thing is gonna be the same regretful missed opportunity