@BowsacNoodle Christianity is a death cult, your "god" meekly got on a cross when asked, as should you if your really believe that shit. You don't have to seek it, it's right here, I would love to end your life and have you meet god, and yet you hang on to the material world. You're doing wordplay and pilpul to escape the fact that you don't actually believe in your religion. Putting a million crosses around you doesn't change that fact.