I'm exhausted. I'm burnt out from chronic exhaustion. Every day I think I'd be better off just not waking up anymore. I'm not allowed that yet. There's a small chance my ability to sleep can still be marginally improved. It'll take months to find out. But I've wanted to cash in for several years now, and, for the most part, I regret waiting. But I don't know how to talk about it. I deal with it every day. I don't want to wear people down. No point repeating myself. But...