With another major surgery planned for next year, I think I just have to cut myself slack on this idea and focus on doing what I’m capable of and not hyperfocusing on trying to hang on to previous ideas or nostalgia. I definitely didn’t do what I set out to do with this idea this year, but I did do a lot of other things that I enjoyed and can be proud of. 2025 might be more of the year of socialization and for now we might need to be working more on acceptance