I haven't seen anyone prove he is 🤷🏻♂️

His own words and teachings go against them. He condemned them openly told them they weren't of his flock and they murdered him for it.

Christianity has nothing to do with you having this melt down about not being able to handle the world. Sounds like you were taught typical judeo-christian nonsense and not the truth of the gospel.

Regardless you should probably stop lashing out. Its not hurting God, nor anyone else.