@jefframnani You're fully right, and I totally think about how everyone is always learning something new (and the rest is kind of mostly random circumstance).
Somehow when it comes to me doing the explaining part of that, it gets easier if I think about it as "here's me trying to do something and explaining myself as I go", than "here's something I know, let me show you". Like I wonder if I'm wrong or just realizing obvious stuff.
Some of that is me being hard on myself but still.