I've survived a lot of tragedy and can de-escalate or compartmentalize if I need to, but eventually I'm going to have a George Floyd/ Ahmed Aubery moment and I am not going out like that.
I was recently victimized by the system while doing my duty. Upon arrival at the site, I observed a junkie sleeping in the driver seat of a car with the engine running. He was parked right next to my personal vehicle, it's broad daylight in a busy shopping center, there's people and cameras everywhere. As a security guard, I am required to confront and trespass this man. I've done it a hundred times, they wake up and gun the engine, so you make sure you're not parked or standing in front or behind them.
I just happened to be parked beside him and there was barriers in front, so he could only go in reverse, but he turned the wheel too sharp and struck my bumper tearing it halfway off, as he fled the scene. The guy was obviously living in that car. I explained that to the ladycop, because I knew he didn't have insurance. But I did have his photo and photos of the car and tags, but she said the guy didn't match the photo of the owner, it wasn't reported stolen, and she refused to investigate further.
I expected a little professional courtesy since I'm literally doing her job for her, but she also refused to get the camera footage from the various cameras that I provided for her (the store can only release the footage to law enforcement). Especially for insurance, they need a third party witness, I can't just say my car got all fucked up.
Anyway, she dropped the case, my insurance doesn't cover it so they dropped the claim, so I'm supposed to just buy a new bumper myself. I even called her nigger sergeant to escalate the investigation but he thought it was just like letting your buddy drive your car but he robs a bank and you're not responsible.
Everyone can just do whatever the fuck they want to you and your property but you have to play by the rules that don't apply to you.