@dixienationalist2 @Dudebro @tyler Find the church that works for you. I don't mean the one that necessarily meets you where you are, but the one that feels like home and actually cares about feeding you spiritually and helping you grow in Christ. Whatever church that is, it might not be your forever home and you might not realize that when you join, and that's totally okay.
>I got catholics and orthodox and protestants hitting me from left and right and I just don't know where to go tbh
What do you think you'd prefer? More of a "high church" liturgical/traditional setup, or something more contemporary or charismatic? Even within denominations (and especially in "non-denominational" churches), you'll find a lot of differences from one church to the next. I'd pick a few and email the priest/pastor and say you'd like to come by and you want to learn a bit about their church and explain your situation.