Kit Rhett Aultman@sashag @faithisleaping I had a very similar experience. I tried to imagine aging in a body and social category I didn't want, and what had previously felt like noble sacrifice was now...just regret. And the idea of knowing my memorial would be a bunch of people saying "What a good man he was." was just unbearable.
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