another reason why being trans in a wagie job in germany is literal hell is, there's legal restrictions on how much men and women are allowed to "occasionally" or "frequently" carry, which for women is 15 and 10 kg, and for men 55 and 30 kg.
the fact I've never been muscular and been on hormones for ~18 months by now doesn't matter at all since i can't change my legal gender just like that in this country. i envy comfy offices trannies that get to complain about tech shit all day so much.
tl;dr my back hurts and i hate my job.