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@es0mhi disappointed. i was ready to scrap. i trained hard for six weeks, managed my weight, traveled six hours round trip, and spent money on lodging/registration/etc.

it was also one of the weirdest emotions i have ever had. after putting myself in the headspace to fight and then being told there wasn't a fight, i didn't have an outlet for the energy. it took me a good hour or so to get back down to a normal resting state.