Increasingly frequent and intense meth cravings, lately. Psychotic symptoms have been pretty intense (though not totally unmanageable), and constant. Mood stuff has been getting a little whacky, too. My perception of the mood stuff is that it is happening in response to frustration with the psychotic symptoms, but my guess is that is not actually the case. Something's gotta give. I've either got to improve, get high, kill myself, or go to the hospital - but, this trajectory is unbearable