@jessica oh sweety, that very much sucks. Brains and their associated neural pathways can be utter shits.
I hope the parts of you that are dissociating come through somewhat shored up, or at least rested.
Are you able to be somewhere safe and calm?
If later versions of Jessica, Lethe & company happen over this conversation, I hope we've at least made a mark in the sand.
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