As the rains return again, she notes, almost
in passing, how her strait love remains;
how darkness, wind, and sorry days of
work and worry cannot shake it. We are not
built to last; we know that. Some speak of life
as it were stark tragedy alone, a
trudging from diaper to death bed, doomed
because end it must. Others try, by seeking
comedic relief, to put such gloom aside,
assuming that to live brightly today will,
somehow, pay for the pain of barely living
later, when last years have but begun.
Her truth: somewhere between. She would,
if the gods permitted, lose herself in your eyes
every day of forever, but knowing this
will end, and relatively soon, makes her not
over-sad, nor will she lie to you now
with thoughtless laughter; rather it makes her
carefully love you, deeply as she does here,
breathing your name in, breathing it out, like prayer.