@ned also I am so afraid of this future that I am doing everything in my power to understand what gives someone the will to live or the motivation to do so.
I'm reading political philosophical work from the past and from the present and doing everything in my power to try and understand the meaning and the idea of a ideology that can prevent or go against this but I can't find any answer that's solid which is what's really scaring me is that there might not be one...
The closest I found on ironically has just been religion itself but people seem to blatantly be shaming it for some odd reason so that's not the question for right now at the very least.