@Terra @tattie @lisamelton I kinda figured that's what the story was. I tell people all the time that the act of being in transition alone will change your sense of desires/goals, and of course changing body chemistry will amplify that, too.
For me, though, I've had 20 years of thinking about it, and given the choice between two mixed bags, this is the right one for me. There's no "need"; just a lot of "wouldn't it be nice".