I want to say "No you don't hope you believe!" but everyone has their creeping doubts and sudden dreads.

Though I believe Christ's blood will forgive all so long as you try to live right and don't deviate too far. Anywhere but here this would be a hot take and here I am about to leave for work but... if jews ask Christ for forgiveness and genuinely mean it with none of their kosher elevator 'fooling God' nonsense? They'll be forgiven.