I might just be the Islamics you are exposed to then. I thought some of my family’s views on Pakistanis was a little over the top until I was invited to someone’s Friendsgiving in Chicago. Every year it was the same: all of his Pakistani friends would shun the 2~3 Indians he would invite. 30+ of them, all young (under 30) refused to talk to us .. year after year. One Indian girl even started bringing her own family/friends and left right after eating 😅
As far as what I believe, I was a born again Christian from 1996 until ~2002, I started heading down the Atheism (what’s now known as New Atheism) route around 2012~2014, and now my views are fairly complex and not easily discernible. I’m working on a religion post, which will likely go into he Philosophy section of my website: