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- Embed this notice@nyx this is something I am always having to check myself around- I've basically accepted that by choosing a nonstandard way of sustaining myself I must throw in on things, but also I feel so often the pull of a thousand competing interests. If I'm doing bad, my entire life becomes a mush of shifting investments. My only hope is on limiting the sphere of the kinds of projects I'm committing to, rotating between them and accepting it will just take much longer to achieve anything than someone with a singularity of focus, (or money to burn lol) I kind of need the ability to work with flexible teams who are able to stabilize projects, which is good, but limiting in its own way. A spiritual practice does help with as a path thru the endless noise. Of course, maybe I just have sever adhd.
Its ironic being an enemy of society and watching it destroy itself and trying to lean away, rather than amplify it, fatal strategies yadda yadda