@nyx a former classmate has an ami bf now and was posting from amerikkka on instagram one day and it was so weird to see someone from my "real world" in what looks like a movie set to me, we texted about it and she said that amerikkka literally does not feel real when ur there for the first time. also had me reevaluating how i relate to real content from over there like tiktoks and stuff, i cant help but feel the people in them live in a sitcom action movie high school musical ass world. like the architecture, these certain doors with the circular door knobs, the sliding windows, the way the streets look are just markers for an unreal world i see them and immediately susbend my disbelief. but enough ramble lol