When I go a day without taking anti psychotics I feel like talking and start feeling emotions again more profoundly. I feel like the spark in me ignites again. The problem is when I go a couple of months without them and they are completely out of blood that the problems start so not going to ever try that experiment again. Last time I tried that I had a 6 year psychosis with extreme delusions and total delirium during the entire 6 years.