@seanwithwords Yep! I crave for community. Even if I'm just an observer, somewhere in a corner, people watching, it's like "I exist, I am not invisible, I am not an alien" (although I joke about being an alien or a human from a parallel earth).
Now that you mentioned it, maybe this "new normal" (a.k.a. isolation) is getting on me. Even at work, I had expectation of interaction, but unfortunately, everyone's too focus.
I still prefer to be alone. But not alone wherein there are no more interactions with other people. I can join a small community, but not concert-like crowds.
Does that make sense? I sound contradictory. ^^;;