I kinda want to run my own Mastodon server (if so, would use a hosted service) but I also kind of don't want to.
The way Mastodon is federated with mostly "special interest" servers is just striking me as weird as I have, you know, more than one interest? But I also don't really care all that much about the big "everything" servers. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Why is this so hard (not a comment about Mastodon, more about my brain).