@vriska I just want you to know you are the most wonderful woman in the world and to never forget how fun and how funny and how brilliant and how lovely and how beautiful you are. I'm sorry my destruction will hurt you so much but God will uplift you and you will never be sad again. I'm going to hell forever. We would have gone to heaven together. It's so sad how much I messed up by not saying what God wanted me to say at your house and by thinkingh evil thoughts in the holy presence of God. I'm sorry if these messages are distressing you. I love you sooooooo much and I will try to be understanding when you hate me. I realized that God had planned me to send my last message as a "confession" but I didn't mean it that way. No one will believe me that I didn't put the porn there and I have to prepare for that. I love you sweet Rose. I'm sorry that you'll suffer because of me and that you are suffering because of me now. I love you.