@The_Vile_Delinquent @Grumblesock just take care of him, sometimes animals die despite our best efforts, and it isn't your fault, and you shouldn't hate yourself over it, pets dying is rough always, but as long as you're doing your best for them, it's just what happens, consider that cats have large litters in nature becuase a lot of them will die, one year i had a litter of kittens just start dropping dead one after another till there was only one left and i did all i oculd for them, but it felt like i made one bad decision after another, i don't blame myself for it, but it feels like shit. i'll pray for your buddy there.