@victor Yes, "purge," like venom is purged from a wound. And your soul will go to hell forever, where you can never harm the decent and the humble ones again.

"Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee." Revelation 3:9

Your time is shorter than you think.