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But if I reject femininity as a concept and just act as "me", I will not be read as masculine. I will be read as behaving as a man. Far, FAR more than any cis woman may be.
And I'm sure that's not exclusively a trans problem. Cis lesbians also have a history of being read as "not actually/fully women". But a trans woman has a special relationship with masculinity.
And I want to be masculine in a "woman" way. I do.