For now.
And that's not the only risk. You're an alcoholic. Raising a son.
Sending a message to booze it up. Does addiction run in your family?
Is he going to turn out like his father?
At my grief counseling, we had mothers there talking about their sons getting trashed and dying in a car wreck. Not easy.

So I wouldn't be so cocky.
1. Stop drinking
2. Set an example for your kid
3. Don't be so confident about being immune to loss, God can prove you wrong