@Mrfunkedude
You've always been very nice to me! I also find your posts helpful as they keep me positive throughout the day.
I have the same feeling about my father, he died when I was 12. He had built houses for dozens of people and barns for others. Every time he butchered an animal a portion went to the food bank. Everyone in our town knew him and came to the funeral, I still have the 2 full guest books in a mementos box. I don't expect 1/100th of the people at my own funeral.