Here's where this gets sticky for you guys.
I'm writing the "manifesto" for journos to find on my website.
I'm going to make it so very clear, and give all the evidence, that I asked for help, so many times. And that I never got it. And that [HYPERLINK BLOCKED] were easier to find then mental healthcare. Even though I'm already banned from owning them.
The narrative will be crystal clear. This guy did everything right. It still happened. It's time to try a ban, like every other developed nation.
You can have them back when people like me have a support system that's not the local Cabella's.