I think as someone who has lived and struggled with ADHD my entire life, for me the most disturbing feeling I get from it is when I forget something so completely, that being reminded of it feels like someone is dropping the memory into my brain out of no where.
I feel exhilarated that the memory is back yet at the same time feel stupid for forgetting and shocked at it's unexpectedness.
It kind of fucks with my brain a bit.
#adhd #neurodivergent