@LionelValentineAborted I feel that man. "Life" is a fucking drain.

But what keeps me going is the hope that in 1 or 5 or 10 years we get an upper hand. We get to yank the controls away from Zog and Jews and everyone that loses and get to punish the fucks for what they have done to us all...

I rather live one more day in hope than die and find out tomorrow it happened, it happened and I missed it.

Hope you feel better and stay strong brother. If you need to talk to anyone Im sure there are people here who you can talk. Theres always someone that can help.