@sam @FrailLeaf I know this is probs a shitpost but this is unironically a good short-term way to deal with intense suicidal thoughts. Just think "well if I'm really gonna do it- I've got nothing left to lose, therefore I may as well kill a pedophile first." Then once you start thinking and planning about the killing- eventually the suicidal intensity wears off and you realise you do have a lot to lose and the distraction ultimately stops you from doing something truly fucking stupid.