@sand Is there any way that you'd part with your least favorite of the bunch & sell those off to recoup some of the money?
Sucks that things are so tight & stressful right now. I used to buy (rather expensive) yarn & hide it from my husband back when we were a 1 income house. It would fill me with so much guilt to the point that I'd feel shame just knowing it was in the closet & I wouldn't touch it.
You made the decision to buy them. Make the decision to enjoy them or return them. #adulting