I come from I guess a weird place on subject. Between induction, c-section, accidentally dropping our baby & small skull fracture, then experiencing major reaction to non-hormonal birth control... I'd have truly rather died when he was 6ish mo than kept on the way I felt... BUUUT, it wasn't about my son.

Idc if you're a bipolar BPD paranoid schizo, wanting to kill your kids is unnatural, & actually doing it is rope-worthy.