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It's taking every last ounce of willpower I can summon to escape my depression and executive paralysis long enough to even type this. Believe it or not, this post is far *less* self-deprecating than what I would really *like* to say.

*deep breath*

Hi Folks,

Evidently I'm just not capable of being an adult. Instead of addressing crises promptly, I wait until they burst into a gargantuan bonfire. It's not an ideal habit.

I've known that I've needed to get this car fixed for months now. I've gotten three temporary extension permits and now have no recourse but to get the car to the shop *tomorrow* or it'll be a sitting duck waiting for the parking enforcement tow trucks to spring into action, and that would cost hundreds of dollars to bail my car out of jail.

While I've considered going car-free, we live in an area where having ones own vehicle is sort of a necessity.

Wtaf is wrong with me that I would think it acceptable to wait until the last twenty-four hours I'm legally able to move my car, to try and raise nearly two grand to fix said car?

🤦♂️ Why 🤦♂️ can't 🤦♂️ I 🤦♂️ get 🤦♂️ my 🤦♂️ shit 🤦♂️ together 🤦♂️ o 🤦♂️ m 🤦♂️ f 🤦♂️ g 🤦♂️

We have been in this apartment for eight months now and *still* can't manage to pay for rent without help, which I'm going to need to raise money for as soon as we finish *this* fundraiser. It's embarrassing that we still can't make it on our own.

*sigh*

I'm sorry.. I'm sort of at a loss for what else to say.

Mea culpa I guess.

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